today as i made my way to the stairs, something caught my attention, i thought i saw flowers. i looked over the railing, it must have been a girl's blanket she was holding all rolled up. it wad green yellow and white fringes. so i continued to walk toward the stairs and when i turned around the corner turning to the stairs, i thought i saw something again. i looked around at the crowded commons and the rest of the floor beneath me, but nothing caught my eye again but a few patches where there weren't any people, more in particular the middle main double doors at the entrance where a large painted rock stand in front of the building. the other place that stood out just as evenly was the light lime green wall with writing on it. i never really pay much attention to what it said, i think it has the school name on it or something. normally there is a table by that outward rounded wall is left, but today there wasnt there. a faint yet vivid image passed through my head and mind as my heart seemed to float as i slowly made my way down the first two steps of the stairs. it felt like friday, rather than today. more importantly, this friday, the friday before spring break, a week of which i may have nothing to do during the day. my eyes glanced at the doors as i thought they opened. i felt as if they really did, but no one was there, nothing happened. my eyes gradually yet swiftly glided over to my right to gaze at the lime green wall again and that vision happened. i faint yet vivid, see through ghostly image of him. he was leaning up against the wall, he seemed to be becoming gradually more of a solid figure through the long seconds of the frozen moment. he was holding flowers, yellow daisies, a few orange and many white tigerlillies, and a few dark roses, all beautifully arranged in a bouquet with pale yellow paper as to represent brightness. normally i don't like yellow, but he knows how i love it with flowers. he was looking around with his adoring eyes that i love so much. he was dressed really nice. i mean really nice. like right out of a storybook as always on sundays, but more date/prince-like. a true romantic indeed. but thats not what made him look so much more handsome and attractive than usual today. no, not at all. it was his slight smile, as if he were holding back his big bright wonderful smile that i fell in love with. he seemed to be hiding back blush and worry at the same time. he was trying to be calm. he seemed so casual leaning with his back against the pale lime wall with one hand in his pocket. but i saw through it. i felt his heart struggling not to race. it wasnt how he looked that made him stick out from the crowd, it was his love. our love. he seemed to glow to me. he always caught my eye right away and still does :) even though i knew this was probably either a small vision, flash forward, dream-flash, or simply my imagination from my heart and soul, i enjoyed and loved this moment so much <3
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