break

ugh… I need a massage or a nice hot bath. baths aren't that uncomfortable as they used to be to me, but that’s because I used to have a garden tub. A hot tub does sound nice right about now. it will help relieve all the stress from school and fusion.

We get mardi gras break here. I wonder if im gonna go to any parade this year, or even get to. Zack never wants to leave the house. he didn’t even come to the unveiling. I miss when Mom and Tina were friends. they would go to the parades and hang out and go to movies and stuff.  she would hang out with kelly a lot too. but its different now. everyone has moved away. She doesn’t do much social life anymore. I guess the military has ruined her life just as it does with mine. it takes away our friends. I wish Anthony’s mom and my mom would get kinda buddy-buddy. but then again that might be kinda weird, but cool at the same time.

I looked at my strawberry plant today. good and bad news. good news is that there are a lot of flowers, meaning lots of fruit! bad news is that there is an ant bed that is a little too close to it. I don’t want to use any pesticides near my plant. miracle grow and plant food is okay but pesticides is a big no-no! so I laid out some small piles of cornmeal hear and there a few inches away from it. They will eat it but ants cant digest it so it will kill them. grits work too and sometimes rice. it expands in their stomach too much. And if you put it on top of the bed or too close they will suspect its poison and avoid it. cornmeal is a natural ant killer and its harmless toward the plants and other creatures, even if they eat the ants.

Anthony might come over tomorrow. gotta wake up early to finish cleanin. but I cant seem to be able to sleep :/