Monday

<3

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” 
--Dr. Seuss
I love that quote <3 its so true. sure, you may eventually fall asleep, but usually you don’t want to, or your thinking of your loved one at the time you finally fall asleep, or maybe you fall asleep in their arms, regardless of the time. staying half-conscious and listening to his heartbeat. or maybe you stay on the phone with him until long after one has fallen asleep, just in case he wakes up. and you still with them sweet dreams in case he can hear you, or hear you in their dreams.
when your in love, whenever you do fall asleep, you dream of him. almost every night, we all try, or even not try at all and our dreams start off with him, to dream of him each night, but we all have those occasional uncontrollable weird dreams and maybe even dream-less nights. But at least 4-5 nights a week you will dream of him, whether you try or not. your dreams of him will be vivid, and you will wake up thinking and wishing he is there beside you. then when you realize it was all a dream, you try to wright down or re-think what happened in the dream to keep it locked in your memory so you can plan it as a date or something. I dreamed of Disney in Paris with him. then later I dreamt of a moonlit walk on the beach. and then I dreamt of a picnic in a little haven in the woods or a small field or open area in the woods. the sounds and atmosphere is so peaceful there.
when you love someone, you find perfection in their imperfectness. you can’t get him off your mind even if you tried. and he’s always on your heart/ whenever you feel uncomfortable or in danger you wish that he would suddenly appear and be there to protect you. when you love a guy, his heartbeat is a lovely sound <3 and when you are with him its like your dreaming. living in a fairy tale or a princess movie. when your in his arms, nothing matters but you and him; all of your troubles melt away for another day. when you love a guy, you can’t help but smile when your with him. When you love a guy, you can spot him from across the room or field. When you love a guy, his hugs are healing, his kisses are the sweetest, his eyes are captivating. the spark is magical. he can make you cry tears of happiness, and make the sadness go away. a simple good morning from him can make your whole day, a kiss along with that is a gift <3
when your in love, you only want to be with him. you leave your jacket at home so you can wear his. you can’t see anything in anybody else. the other guys are just background, even when you are not with him. and even if it’s a rare occasion your not thinking of your loved one, even the cutest boys are just extras in your fairy tale. they're nothing compared to your prince. and the only things you wish for have to do with him <3 when you hear or read his name, or even a version of his name, you get this unique feeling, your brain gets a burst of spark, and you smile Smile and when you are with him you both glow, and your friends compliment how the two of you light up when you see each other. and you hear “awww”s whenever you walk together.
when you love someone… everything changes. and he becomes your everything <3

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wow, thats really deep and, its very special. i know that whoever he is, he really likes what you've written.