alone for new years eve

Antony’s away in Texas with family for the week. i miss him u.u at least we can text. but i feel like a selfish jerk cuz i yelled at him for not calling x.x he sais i miss him too much… maybe he’s right. he hasn’t texted me much lately. it sucks he’s not here for the new years drop. no new years kiss :/ but its friday and he’ll be back Sunday ^-^ so we’ll see each other in a couple days! i hope my dad doesnt make my favorite meal, orchetta, untill monday so Anthony can stay for dinner ^-^