i want to blog something so bad but i dont want some people to see it. this is so hard! i feel like im being ripped in two. im hurting the two people i love. i can’t stand this. i wish i could go back in time and fix my stupid mistake. i mean, do i really know what love is? is it really worth the pain? am i making things worse for myself or others? was this all a stupid mistake? am i really doing what my heart desires, or am i tricking myself to think that i need this, that i do want to this. maybe its all a lie to myself and im not realizing it… what have i done… i dont know anymore … u.u i know that i will never be forgivin by them, not even by myself. ugh… the life of a teenage girl.
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